have you ever                  ever felt                           felt so misplaced like the moon               moonshine                           shines on daylight Novia, 2014


Soulless Calling

Cold hearts melt before midnight Showing all true colors Unfortunately, there is no color after all It’s just a deceive, of misconception values An unbound bonding, of soulless calling What’s left is only the passing of time With no meaning after all * Panggilan Tak Berjiwa Hati dingin cair menjelang tengah malam Menampilkan seluruh warna …

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i see those smiles through the glass window just like flying butterflies across the meadow i close my eyes to let the wind blows and i search for coloured pens to stroke a smile above the sorrow Novia, 2014


one day the world will end proclaim the history future’s prohibition our name will fade in extinction of existence we left the shower of tears in bottomless waterfall our hands searching in the air the pulling strings of fate toss in feathers to heaven Novia, 2014


His tragedy in the doorway Following my name, of memory Blackmailing sympathy Fainted in blue His silent memory Cold, sharp and bitter Like a venom Of sheer pink rose It’s truncated Like pieces of wailing sun, in my eyes I want to stop saying his name We are nothing but a broken wind Novia, 2014

Balada Hati

Manusia itu gila kalau percaya pada hatinya Cobalah bertanya, "Hati, apakah kau suka dia?" Dijawab iya Lama-lama hati bertingkah Buta arah entah gerah Lalu hati meninggalkan dia tanpa menoleh kembali Cobalah bertanya, "Hati, apakah kau rela berkorban demi dia?" Dijawab hidupku untuknya Lalu saat amarah mencolek pipi Sumpah serapah seperti kembang di hutan, liar Cobalah …

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I, When I Was A Child

A short memory lingers With a coastal scent On a bright afternoon Of enormous sea wind I supposed to take a nap But I want to see sea’s map So my mother tied up my dress’s ribbon To the arms of a doss I cried as the heat rose Unstoppable wish I took a knife …

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