Melawan Ingat


Hentakkan kakimu
Hempas dia dalam hatimu
Lihatlah ruang dan waktu
Masihkah ada kamu
Masihkah ada lukisanmu di dia
Cobalah menerka
Rasakan dengan nuranimu
Tatap apa yang ada di pandangannya
Jangan luka
Jangan pernah luka
Kosong yang ada
Senyum itu dari pikirannya
Senyumnya penuh rencana
Tangannya di bawah
Tangannya menengadah
Layunya rasa dalam hatimu
Itu rahasia pencipta dan ciptaan-Nya

Parasnya memang silau
Hatinya begitu redup
Pikirannya begitu picik
Logika terlalu sakit
Hidupnya penuh dusta
Topeng kebaikan terpasang
Seluruh hamba Tuhan mengiyakan
Mengiyakan apa yang diperbuat
Mengiyakan adab busuk tak terlihat
Tawanya terbaca lukaku
Langkahnya tersimpan karma dariku

Dia itu sang pengelana
Sang pengembara
Mungkin juga pujangga
Hingga waktu bumi berhenti
Dan nafasnya tak ada lagi
Dia baru mengerti
Dia baru memahami
Arti diciptakan
Arti kasih sayang

*


AGAINST REMEMBRANCE

Stomp your feet
Throw him inside your heart
Look at the space and time
Are you still there
Is the picture of you still with him
Try to guess
Feel with your conscience
Look what’s inside his stare
Do not be hurt
Be never hurt
Vacant,
That smile is from his mind
His smile is full of plans
His hand’s below
His hand looks up
Withering sense in your heart
That’s the creator’s secret and His creation

His face is glowing
Yet his heart is so dim
His mind is shortsighted
The logic is too sick
His life is full of lies
The goodwill mask attached
The servants of the Lord agreed
Affirmed what he has done
Agreed his invisible foul deeds
His laughter read by my wounds
His steps keeping the karma from me

He is the rover,
The traveler,
Perhaps also a poet
Until the time of earth stops
And his breath is no longer exist
Then he’ll understand
Then he’ll start to understand
The meaning of being created
The meaning of affection

*

Author: Fitri Anggarsari
Translated by Poetry Prairie

Fitri Anggarsari. “Saya suka menuliskan semua cerita tentang hidup saya, karena saya bingung harus bagaimana. Dengan menulis, emosi dan unek-unek bisa terluapkan.”

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